Tahan and keep quiet (:

I'll try

At 3am, terry snacks on pizza (:

Don't feel so good.

Its always nice to start a post with a photo (:

Yesterday i tell you, very tiring ah. Lol. Mag had trails selection, and like over 30 people turned up? Wow. I just went there to kapo :D So after trails ended we went for lunch and stuff, had bubble tea and chatted with pals until 3+? Lol, they're all nice people actually (: After that went home. The zhao farwell thing was brought forward to saturday lah, one week earlier as he wanted to go genting. Dinner was just, weird XD, Joey kept on putting some salty seasoning on the cooked food and giving it to derrick and he would go, "Wah dam salty!" ahhaha. After that we headed to someplace oppsite the singapore expo, actually to bowl, but in the end, only me and derrick bowled, the rest went to watch movie or either went home. That day was great (: just reached home a little too late like around almoast 2am.

Then i woke up today and went to church, lunched at crystal jade place thingy, i hate chopsticks, lol. Training is just, a killer. I know i suck but, how bad do we all really want it? How badly do we all want it? Push push push, at least i'll try and i hope everyone does too. Jia you peeps (:

JUMPZXXZXZXZZXZXXZXZ, lol. Got results back today, overall its ok i guess. The subjects i failed were like all borderline, luckily (: Hee hee, shiok. Passed overall anyway, so im happy at the moment. Today's training was also let's just say, slacker than usual, but still dead tiring. I hope the aching just stops soon before the next week starts, or else i would die again, 587345938573deaths in counthing, no kills. Tomorrow there's trails at bishan for MAG, the question? To go or not to go. Ah man, my whole body's going to fall apart.

Tomorrow's judgement day. How sad.

Neeway, training the past few days has been a killer, i can hardly walk properly now, aching all over, long time since i have had this aching. I hope tomorrow that lin doesn't go mad and make us do many many many handstand push ups( which i totally suck at). And yes! kayaking today, im burnt, somewhat like a tomato. Wanted to capsize purposely! How retarded! In the end, this happend my oar-thingy hit my partner's head causing him to drop his oar-thingy into the water turning the whole boat around, how cool. I love capsizing. Ended jumping of the kayak in the end (: Weeeeeeeeeeee, tomorrow sure die one. Cya!

I'm

14/10/08 a date to remember.

This jewel game dam cool can :D aaaha.
You can actually take you photo and it appears as you during the game.
I won anyway, hah. lol.
Well, the past 2 days have been a blast, sort of. I walked with luke from amk hub, to anderson secondary and back, almoast died but somehow, it was like funny and stuff. Heh, like my flag?

And yes, today after our last exam paper(chinese) we headed to raffles town club to celebrate john peck's b'day. We swam, bowled, HAH my score was 134, i must say in quite tyco huh, its the first game! After that i died in the second game, couldnt play anymore...

Happy birthday kiddo! Haha! I totally enjoyed seeing your face get smeered by cake today! :D
(i somehow cant seem to put it at the top) rrrrrrrah.

I also tagged along with luke to his church, which we went there quite late, almoast an hour+, can't blame us huh? lol. The people there are quite friendly lah (: And yes, im going to try to have all the fun i can have until next friday AND NOTHING CAN STOP ME(maybe something), and when i get my papers back >:( Then i will panic. hahaahha. Confirm die one. Well, im tired, SUPER full(had like ton's of meat for dinner at john peck's place), &&&& thats it, bye (:

Thats me


Its not going to be so bad after all i guess, one more month, i really hope things do change (: But until then we'll have to just make do with the arrangements we have and make the best of time we have. One weird thing just happened after training today at CCAB, we swam o.O like yeah. Toon wore Wei's fBt's. Sexy siol, lol just kidding. How sad, NO JUMPING OFF THE PLATFORMS WERE ALLOWED!!!! rah, How uncool.. The deepest end is like 4meters, its like SUPER DEEP, haha. 6 slices of pizza, chicken and fishcake, somehow all went down my stomach (: haha. Oh, and Julia sent me home, thanks :D. Actually wanted to eat prata with the other guys but you somehow pursuaded me to tag along, what skill bye for now.

NO NO NO NO NO NO, just no.

its all a bad dream.

Tomorrow, im going to fight my biggest battle, math paper. Come on terry boy, you know you can do it. It all just feels like a helpless war, almost totally impossible, but im going to break my own limits and see, yeah just how far i can go. Its just how bad you want it! How badly do you want it terry? Once and for all, give it your best shot :) Im just worried



A terriyaki chicken burger at 1021pm? i must be mad, man do i feel like a pig :D

Its so confusing. Stress is building up on me.... not sure how much further i can go. Everyone burns down eventually. Sometimes, do you wonder who's right or wrong. If IT really happens, i really dont know what im going to do. There would be no point still under going IT if IT happens. Well lets just wait and see what destiny has instore for everyone!

On the bright side, ive got an outbreak ): Hahahaha. Pimples mean you have stress, so i have alot of stress, wow, am i turning old or what? 8 MORE DAYS TO GO TILL EXAMS END. And mum's taking away my comp until then i guess, so after this post i wont be in contact with the hi-tech world, how sad.

All of this was never meant to happen.