Oh yes! the term after september holidays are like super cool. It will become like primary school. The chers come in and out of the class rooms. We just sit there and wait except for the periods like D&T and stuff. Im going to love it, either because i can sleep through out the day, or we dont have to walk so much around school for lessons. Who knows, maybe next the school will install air-cons in every class >:). haha. My brothers at some camp now, its like super near our house o.O lol. Heard from family that it looks super nice and stuff. Damn haha, i wanna go too.

Man.. i ponned training today for tuition. Im a pig, rah. What some people said today really set me thinking. I really have to BUCK UP my studies... i can't keep on failing for math, i just can bring myself to do so. I have to focus, focus, focus! I have to change my mindset of math. Usually when i stare at the paper, my mind is kinda blank, it can't be bothered to think about the numbers. C'mon terry, please im begging you.

Ive also realised ive not been really showing my respect to my parents and the people around you. Well its hard to show them respect. Really hard. The days are getting worse, more tiring and tiring. It's like torture to keep myself awake in class. Sometimes i even get angry over small little things. I need to reflect on what wrong i have been doing man. Im sorry if affected you or anything. Things really need to change in my life. Oh well, 我们在见面吧.

Lord please guide me.